Refer to ME as BLANK today!
Don’t have a word to write in and yet so much to say. So much to ask! So much to pretend to the world that everything is alright. So much for the plastic smile. So much for the hidden sorrows of my shadows. So much for the laugh that has no meaning. So much for the destructed passion. So much for the scary nights. So much for the longitivtiy for that soul to reach out for a little comfort.
What is it that you will fill up that “BLANK” with if you were asked to describe your Love in one word ????? Crazy ? Unconditional ? Pure ? Deep ? Infinite ? Painful ? Happy ? Romantic ? Lustful ? Spiritual ? Flexible ? Protective ? Egoistic ? Complicated ? Powerful ? Dark ? Imaginative ? Simple ? I know I can go on forever, but ,
INSPITE OF THIS BLANK BEING SO EMPTY, YOU WILL FALL SHORT OF WORD TO FILL IT UP WITH COMPLETELY!
And thats how hollow I feel on the outside. Irony! There is so much for the pain and cause on the inside that its flooding out but the desertedness on outside is spreading like fire. So much for the hot Love!
This “BLANK SPACE” is so heavy that it makes me wanna crave for words all day long. Its like i am fighting for a VACANCY ! The Emptiness. I want to be the top most candidate to fill it.
Do you think getting admission in this slot also has some kind of quota ???
In order to fill this blank with the word that describes your Love, do we really need to fall in one of the following categories of LOVE ? (in books)
- EROS being all about beauty and sexuality
- LUDUS being all about entertainment and excitement
- STORGE being peaceful and slow
- PRAGMA being practical and traditional
- MANIA about elation and depression
- AGAPE being compassionate and selfless
What if one is all of the above ? Why the categories ? Why the limits in this BLANK World ??? Why not being free to be who you really want to be? Love till even after beyond at all ? Why can’t one be all in 1 and 1 in the above 7 types ??? (answers)
- One can be pretty on the inside and bold on the physical front along with being (2.) funny and up for all the new things that comes along and be (3.) very calming and soothing with their eyes/touch and still be (4.) practical to get things done in a traditional manner by being (5.) elated by the love no matter the depressing situations around and yet be (6.) selfless. So much for the overpowering Love!
CONCLUSION : LOVE AND BLANK ARE SO SIMILAR TO EACH OTHER SINCE BOTH OF THEM HAVE NO BOUNDARIES ..
Why does it have to be so hard with this BLANK?? I think that I am so obsessed with it that I feel being so every day now. I am very much displaying all emotions through my face but is my soul in sync with it ???? Is my heart in their beating right ????
Is it for this reason that when a person dies, the monitor attached to that person shows a complete “BLANK??” Is it really just a myth about body problems when the actual reason is lack of Love ??? All of us want it so bad that when our souls stop receiving it, we fall short of life ~
I really cant stop wondering that this whole planet was “BLANK” at one point and then entered all of us to fill in the spaces . So are we all filling up the vacancies ?? Are we here to fill these vacancies with only Love and not Money ??????
Everyone says that we enter in this world empty handed and leave in the same manner. But i some how disagree. We come in this world with a lot of love even in those tiny little hands, and a lot of strength in those feet, they some how are so powerful that it can release any one’s tension in a fraction of a second. While leaving, who knows how much more Love we take with us. Imagine! Before entering this world when we knew no one, we brought so much of love, we made every one fall in love with us,, so how much love will we be carrying when we go!
CONCLUSION 2 : WE ENTER FROM A BLANK SPACE, WE COME IN TO FILL THE SPACES, TAKE OUR SPOT! LEAVE A MARK THEIR AND THEN LEAVE FOR A BLANK SPACE AGAIN..
It really should be wondered as to how this mechanism actually works!
Any way, the situation that we live in only calls for more and more and more and more of Love is what I can grasp from it. This feeling of giving and taking of Love between the souls is when the Gap/Blank actually fills, so never stop Loving to keep yourself going. No fights! No wars! Only pure and slow Love !!!
THOUGHT : SOME WHERE FROM “FILL IN THE BLANKS” TO BEING A “BLANK OURSELF” WE ALL GREW UP!
So YOU! Where ever you are, location : somewhere in Big Apple, to be precise, FILL THE BLANK ROADS (long distance) BETWEEN US with whichever Love you want to^ with all the words that you want to to describe it^ with all of YOU! AND ONLY YOU.
BEFORE IN SINK IN THIS HOLLOWNESS.
I can’t take this fight anymore, I can’t be that dent anymore. Fill me up like a dentist fill all the cavities….
A single inch of gap between us is making a thousand yard boundaries of “BLANK” within me. I can’t do the face anymore. The world is scary!
The only thing that I want Blank is the bed where we lie. Not a single thing there. Just YOU and ME with all the above 7 types of LOVE to destroy the 7 Wonders Of the World round the Globe and make 1 of our OWN!
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